''Me''- mama

   zzuuZZ

            "Me"

(;uka ms<sn`oj isÿlrk .fõYKh)

     fjkod fuka wo;a wms idlÉPd lsÍugn,dfmdfrd;a;= jkafka nqÿka jykafiaf.a foaYkdj m%dfhda.slj Ndú;d lrkafka flfiao hkakhs' uq,skau m%Yakhla wykj' Tn foig we`.s,a, È.=lr.kak' ta bkafka ljqrekao@ ta bkafka zzuuZZ hehs Tn ms<s;=re fokjd we;s' ta zzuuZZ ms<sn`oj idlÉPd lsÍug fu;eka mgka n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjñ' uu lshk ixl,amh ñksfil=g uq,skau my, fjkafka l=vd ld<fhaÈh' udi 3la 4la jhi jkúg zzuuZZ hk 


ixl,amh is; ;=, yg.kakj' fï uu hk ixl,amh we;s jkafka fï iïm%Odh;a iu.hs' iïm%Odh hkq wm wjg we;s fN!;sl l%u fõohhs' fï l%ufõoh is;g ±fkkak mgka.;a fudfydf;a isg zzuuZZ we;sfõ' Èkla l=udrjre msßila ish ish ìßkaoEjreka iu. kEug .sh wjia:djl§ ta tla l=urefjl=g ìß`ola fkdue;s neúka .Ksldjl /f.k .sfhah' ta wjia:dfõ l=udrjre kdñka úfkdao jk úg wr .Ksldj Tjqkaf.a jia;%dNrK /f.k mek .shdh' l=udrjreka ta ldka;dj miq mi yUd hk úg ta ldka;dj nqÿka rela uq,l bkakd ;ekska Èj .shdh' túg ta l=udrjre nqÿrcdKka jykafia ,`.g meñKs,d wykjd zzTn jykafia ±lalo fu;kska ia;%shla mek hkjd'ZZ túg nqÿrÿka fufyufoaYkd lrkjd' zz Tng ia;s%hla .ek ±k .ekSuo jeo.;a ;uka ms<sn`oj ±k.ekSuo jeo.;a ZZ t;fldg l=udrjre msßi lshkjd zziajdñkS ia;%shla  ms<sn`oj ±k .kakjdg jvd ;uka .ek ±k .ekSuhs jákafka ZZ nqÿrÿka" zztfykï ;uka .ek ±k.kak Tfydu b`o.kakZZ hehs mjid Tjqkag ;uka .ek tkï zzuuZZ ms<sn`oj lshdÿkakd' Tjqka ixidrfhka ioygu .e,jqkd ta zzuuZZ ms<sn`oj ±k .ekS.ekSfuks' n,kak" zzuuZZ ms<sn`oj wms fldÉpr okakjo lsh,' zzuuZZ lshk flkd fl;rï ;udj úvdm;a lr .kakjo lsh,' fï .ek fu;eka isg idlÉPd lruq'

zzuuZz lsh, fu;ek ye`Èkafjkafk uu;ajhhs' uu;ajh fndfydu Nhdklhs' ±ka l,amKd lr, n,kak" wmsg fl;rï fjfyila we;sfjkjo lsh, fï zzuuZZ ksid' ug wrl ;sífnd;a fyd`ohs" fïl we`of.k .sfhd;a ,iaikhs" wfka wrhg ;shkj ug kEfk" wd§ jYfhka fldÉpr lsh, ú`ojkjo WodyrKhla .kakï" fndfyda fokd mßmamqhs n;=hs lkak leu;shs' fï ish¨ fokdju tl ;eklg od,d t,shg hEug fkd§ yeuodu mßmamqhs n;=hs ú;rla fokj' fldÉpr l,a tal leue;af;ka lhso@ i;shla ú;r lhs' t;ekska miafi wfka mßmamqhs n;=hs ld,u tmdfj,d lsh, lshkafk keoao@ lshkjd' ±ka n,kak uq,ska mßmamqhs n;=hs n;=hs lkak leu;s fjÉp flkdg fudlo Wfka" ±ka lshkj mßmamqhs n;=hs tmdfj,d lsh,' ta lshkafk fï ys; yß wuq;=hsfk' fj,djlg ´k lshkjd fj,djlg tmd lshkjd' fï yeu fohlau b,a,kafk ljqo @ zzuu'ZZ fï uu ksid fldÉpr ú`ojkjdo @ lv, odkak fï uu;ajh' whska lr, odkak' t;fldg úuqla;shg m;aùug yelshs'

          fldfyduo fï uu;ajh" zzuuZz bj;a lrkafka @ tl fohhs lsÍug we;af;a ta zzuuZZ ms<sn`oj wjfndaO lr .ekSuhs' ys;kak" ug wehs fï foa wjYH" uf.a Wjukdjlgo ke;akï wdidjgo lsh,' ta lshkafka ta foaj,a ,nd .kak tmd lshk tlfkdfõ' ta ish¨ foa ms<sn`oj ±k.kak' uu lshk flkd ms<sn`oj ±k.kak' iudch mqreÿ fj,d ;sfhkafk zzuuZZ .ek fydhkak fkfuhs' wks;a wh .ek fydhkak' wfma fï ish¨ bkaøshka iE§ we;af;a ;uka ms<sn`oj fidhd .ekSug fkdfjhs wfkla wh .ek fydhkak' wei msysg, ;sfhkafk msg;g lk" kdih" osj" iu fï ish¨ foa ieoS we;af;a Ndysr f,dalh foi ne,Sughs' kuq;a l, hq;af;a ;uka .ek fiùuhs' talhs nqÿrÿka foaYkdlf,a fï nUhla ú;r YÍrh ;=, ÿlla' thg fya;=j;a" th ke;s lsÍfu;a" th ke;s lsÍfï ud¾.h;a mj;sk nj' f,dalh hkq wei" lk" kdih" osj" YÍrh yd ukihs' ta wNHka;r f,dalhhs' Ndysr f,dalh hkq rEm" Yío" .kaO" ri" iam¾Y yd wruqKq ^Oïu& hs' fu;ekska tyd f,dalhla ke;' fï f,dalh mj;skafka fïjd ksihs' ta lshkafka fï f,dalh we;a;lao@ fndrejlao@ fndrejls' isyskhls" udhdjls' fï f,dj isyskhla jkafka fufiah' l,amkdlr n,kak Tnf.a w;S; isÿùï f;afrkafk keoao tajd isyskhla lshd' ta ish,a, isyskhla wkd.;fha mj;skafka;a isyskhla' tneúka wms fï mj;sk j¾;udkh;a isyskhla' tal ienEjla hehs fmkSu i`oyd wmsj yev .eys, ;shkj' fï ish,a, msysgd ;sfnkafka th y`ÿkd .ekSug fkdyels fjk f,ihs' kuq;a hfula zzuuZZ ms<sn`oj ksjerÈj ±k .;af;d;a uu;ajfha m%Odk fldgila jk ilaldh ÈÜÀh ì`o jefgkjd we;s' ilalhd ÈÜÀh fkdue;s jQ úg fyf;u o¾Ykhg meñfKkjd' o¾Ykhg meñKSu ^oiaifkk iïmkafkd& kï fida;dmkak Ndjhhs' fida;dmkak kï iïud ÈÜÀhhs' ^ish¿ foa h:d¾:djfndaOfhka ±lSuhs& úÑlsÉpd yd iS,ín; mrdudi ke;s jkafka fï ilaldhÈÜÀh ì`o ±ófukah' zzuuZZ lshk mqoa.,hdj kv;a;= lrkak fldÉpr kï lsh, Èõjo@ ta;a taflka ;Dma;su;a jqkdo@ kE' ish¨u ukqIHhkag ^mD;#ck& ieuúgu w;Dma;su;a njla ;shkjd' fudkfoa isÿ l,;a hï wvqjla ;shkjd' fudk foa ,enqk;a hï ysianjla ;shkjd' ta idËd;a fkdùfï ysianjhs' ta lshkafka úuqla;shg m;afkdùfï ysia njhs' kuq;a we;eï wh jroaodf.k we;s ;ekla ;shkjd' ta úuqla;sh urKska miq ,efnkakla lshd' th tfia fkdfõ' fï f,dj iEu fohlu úuqla;shla ;shkjd' frÈ fia§fuka ksoyiaùu ta frÈ fia§fuka ,efnk úuqla;shhs' n;a bùfuka ,efnk úuqla;sh" ta n;a bùfuka ksoyia jQ miq ,efnk úuqla;shhs' tfykï ixidr úuqla;sh lshkafk fudllao@ ixidfrka ksoyiaùu tkï fï ish¨ fohska ksoyia ùfuka ,efnk fkdfjkiajk iodld,sl úuqla;shhs' ta úuqla;sh ,efnkafka ÿl ksúfuks'

          zzuuZZ kv;a;= lsÍug mskùug f.dia we;sjqkq mSvdfjka we;sjk ÿl ke;slsÍfuka we;sjk úuqla;sh ish¨ foa wNsnjd hkakls' ta i`oyd l,hq;af;a udkisl jYfhka w;yeÍu mqreÿ lsÍuhs' fï ish¨u foa l%udkql+,j ukiska w;yeÍfuka ,efnk ksoyi lSug jpk ke;' th ikaÈÜÀlhs" wld,slhs' ta ËKfhau m%;sM, f.kfokjd' wcdka n%yaujxfid ysñf. fmd;l fufyu ;shkjd' Wkajykafiaf.a .=rejrhd jk wdcdka jd ysñ wcdka n%yaujxfhd ysñg w;g ,S lene,a,la wrf.k fufyu lshkjd'

zz n%yaujxfid fï fudllao uf.a wf;a ;sfhkafkaZZ ,S lene,a,laZZ wrf.k fufyu lshkjd'

zz n%yaufid fï fudllao uf.a wf;a ;sfhkafkaZZ  zz,S lene,a,laZZ fuflka uf. w;g fudllao ug ±fkkafk@ zznrla iajdókSZZ tfykx n%yaujxfid tal ìñka ;sínyu fudllao ±fkkafka@ zzieye,a¨jlaZZ zzwkak ta jf.a fjkakZZ n,kak fï oS, ;shk w¾:h hï fohla ukig nrkï th w;yer odkak lsh,hs fu;k lshkafk' w;yßkak hkq fN!;slj fkdfõ' udkisljhs' fN!;slj w;yeÍu l, muKska th w;yeÍula jkafka keye' w;yeÍula ùug kï th udkisl jYfhkau úh hq;=hs' ukiska w;yer, bkakfldg fldÉpr ksoyiao@ lsisu foalg ne`È,kE' lsisu rduqjlg fldgqfj,d kE" lsisu fohla wfmalaId lrkakE ukig fudk;rï ksoyilao@ fï ish¨ foa we;sjqk miq Tyq lsisu fohlg lïmd fkdjk ;;ajhg m;afjkjd' túg Tjqkg Ôú;fha ú`oùug iuq§ Ôú;h ú`§ug yelshdj ,efnkjd'

          zzuuZZ .ek fidhdf.k hk úg f;afrkjd zzuuZZ ;du;a fldÉpr ú`ojkjo fï ne`§ï ksid' ta .ek ;ukau is;d ta ,efnk wjfndaOfhka w;yßkak ke;=j lsõjg lr, jevla kE' l, hq;af;a ;uka foi n,d isàuhs' ;ukaf.a iajNdjh f;areï .ekSuhs' fï zzuuZZ hk ixl,amh .%yKh lsÍfuka ukig we;sjk úvdj f;areï .ekSuhs' bkamiq ta ish,a, udkislj yerod uki ksoyia lsÍuhs' fï foa isÿ lrk úg ta ËKfhau uki ksoyilg wuq;=u Ëdka;shlg m;ajk nj jegfyhs' ta nqÿrÿkaf.a i;H foaYkdj ksihs' fï uu;ajfha wä;d,u ì`o ±óug W;aiy oruq' thg lef,alg hdug wjYH kE' fï bkak mßirh ;=,u ;u is; md,kh ùug bvyeÍuuhs l, hq;= jkafka' th l, yels jkafka udkisl w;ayeÍfukah' ó,`. l,dmfhka ienEu nqÿka jykafia hkq ljqreka±hs fidhd n,uq' fï w;ayeÍu mqreÿ lsÍu ;=,ska fN!;sl yd wdOHd;añl hk Ôú; folu id¾:l lr .; yelsh' uki ksoyig m;a lr.uq' ish¨u foa udkislj yerod i;=áka Ôj;a fjuq' fï mKsúvh Ôú;hg tla lrf.k Ôú;h ch.ekSug;a úuqla;shg m;a ùug;a yelshdj ,efíjdhs is; iúu;a lr .ksuq'

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2012'01'08                                                         iïmdokh -   rx. bIdr ,laud,a